Waiting for another chance to make it to great, I let the last pass by the far side of my plate, now it’s a fast while I grasp everything that I ate, about to crash looking for another way to escape, maybe a spliff or a kiss from the one that I hug, she always know the way to make me feel like I’m loved, but every other day I end up falling again, back into the guessing on the what could’ve been, wondering if everything I did was in vain, like the summer when I tagged every block with my name, only to return to see it covered and gone, and if you think I learned from that last lesson you wrong, I’m still acting like a word without the action is strong, hard-headed, maybe I’ll react to this song and start treading, new ground cus this is maybe what I needed, so good at playing it, so bad at being it, but time now to find out exactly what I see in it, this mirror in my lyrics when I hear it know it’s me in it

Looking back, I wonder what I could’ve made of me, looking forward wonder will I see a greater me, either way I gotta let it go and, seize the day it’s the only way to know

(Shishani) Looking back and wondering what could’ve been, it don’t matter much now, got to seize the day

Yo, they always called me an old soul, everywhere I go they told me I would be so cold, now I feel like I’m supposed to be that and plus some, like I’m the one that supposed to go to ghettos to hush guns, it’s not me, not yet at least, I’m still on a leash, tied to my own hands so I guess I’m free, and that might be the hardest part of it all, a fully loaded archer but the targets harder to call, my heart is starting to fall, my art is starting to stall, on the road with no gas, holding up a sign, straight outta low cash, going out my mind, can I catch it, or maybe let it, blow away and then forget like I never had it, open another day and spend like I never had it, hoping within there’s an ending to my old habits until I know that it’s, me.

Looking back, I wonder what I could’ve made of me, looking forward wonder will I see a greater me, either way I gotta let it go and, seize the day it’s the only way to know

(Shishani) Looking back and wondering what could’ve been, it don’t matter much now, got to seize the day